Flying High....

My mind wanders.. and I drift off into a pleasant slumber.
Nothing of this world seems to bother me.
I feel no more pain,
No more of the suffering that this world brings.
I am flying high above all of the bullshit of Man.
People can be so hurtful without thinking twice
So I fly, fly so high the only things I hear are songs in my mind
My own little radio station that plays only the best.
Any and everything I want at that exact moment

This drug, I barely possess
I need it to ease my pain, to help me fly
I have become dependent of it
I can't seem to go forward with out a piece of it

It is a craving I have seem to make myself need too often
Addiction is such a strong word, no?
To feel like a crackhead just seems disgusting
Looking in from the outside you cannot possibly understand
Or can you?
I'm sure everyone goes through it, right?
Please don't tell me I am all alone in this feeling
This addiction

How can I get this feeling without my "drug"?
To feel so high, so free, so beautiful
Yes, beautiful :o)
My drug does all of this for me
But, I barley have it, so when I get it I take it all in!

See my drug comes and goes
Stays just long enough to get me hooked
But the high lasts for a few days
What drug you know lasts that long??

It feels so good
Better than the ripest strawberries,
The biggest piece of carrot cake
Better than that feeling you get when you cleans your ears
A pedicure & soaking in a jacuzzi

Well I don't want to share my secrets
You know when someone knows you are happy they want a piece
And you can call me Ginuwine, I don't want to share
*sigh* And I can't wait till I'm flying once again


<3 Toi