I have done somethings in my life time I am not too proud of, but I would never change them because they have helped me grow.
As long as you apologize & pray you can move forward. Not necessarily for that person to forgive you, but so you can move on with your life. That is their conscious & karma they have to deal with for holding onto anger. It is better to just let it go.
You can't stay friends with everyone, some people you just have to let go and let God. As hard as it may be, no matter how close you had been with them, they were only there for a season. And within that season you should have learned a thing or two and apply it to your future. Most people are in your life for a season, you learn a lesson, apply it, ad move on...you can't hold on to seasonal people. If you do it will throw off your whole balance and cause more friction than it was supposed to.
<3 Toi
