Friday, December 31, 2010

Maybe

Maybe I should have never said hello

Maybe I could have closed my eyes a lil tighter to your charm

Maybe I should have declined your offer of being text buddies

Maybe I should have never allowed us to meet up

Maybe I shouldn’t have flirted so much

Maybe I should have run once I realized…

Maybe I gave in too quickly

Maybe you were to persistent

Maybe I wanted you from day one

Maybe I should have listened

Maybe I didn’t want to, I just wanted you

Maybe I fell too quickly

And I didn't know how to catch myself if you wouldn't

And maybe I love you more than you love me in return

But maybe that is just how life goes, right?

Maybe I seen this coming from the start,

But I ignored it all for a chance, maybe

And all the things I felt from you I thought, maybe

Just maybe…this is true

Love…

Maybe I was wrong…

Maybe….


Friday, December 10, 2010

Phill Wade

I support good music & talent. I came across this YouTube page via a friend. The Video had me dying laughing (Best Trey Songz Impersonation Ever!)But even tough this guy was only playing around his voice still stood out to me so I had to check out more of the videos. Out side of being super funny these guys are super talented!!! Check out the site www.PhillWade.com & SpB2Studios and check out the videos!!!
You will leave weak from laughter and intrigued by the talent!!

<3 Toi

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

My love

~Love is not something taken,
~~Love is not something deserved,
~~~Love hold no boundries,
~~~~Love is given unexpectedly,
~~~~~Love is intense passion,
~~~~~~Love is pure pleasure,
~~~~~~~Love is uncontrolable desire,
~~~~~~~~Come experience 100% of my Love~~~~~~

Untitled....

When I look into your face I think of gazing out the window on a beautiful Sunny day.
God has really blessed me with many of those days.
And when I kiss your lips I get an overload, an extreeme rush of the best taste to have ever graced my tounge
But your eyes, as beautiful as they are, looking into your soul is like looking backwards through binoculars through the Great Wall of China.
I catch a vibe "I'm too cool for that" or "Nothing affects me" But I feel there is more to this "vibe" More than a strong exterior, more than these strong muscles you have worked over the years to build and maintain.
See what you don't understand is, I used to be you. I was "too cool for that" and let nothing affect me. So I see through your China wall like it were in Berlin, with bifocals through those binoculars turned the right way.
We've been through the same war as if fighting side by side but never seeing each other until we have both made it back home safe and sound. Coming out with the same battle scars, yet only one of us able to fully recover.
So I say, let me help you on your road to recovery. I am your physical theropist, pyscologist, and nurse. I am your vicodin used to kill your pain or at least make you forget pain even exists.
On this road to recovery I have been and will be there for you, I am your friend,
your lover,
I am your cure.

Cold Hearted

Everything around me is moving fast...
the speed of light.
I...on the other hand am moving slowly, almost a standstill

My mind even, moving so fast...
I need to sit...My head spinning....mouth is dry....
Have I been here before? Could this be Dejavu??
I pray not.

A cold chill runs up my spin...
This feels familiar
Could it be too late?
Could my heart have been hurt enough to turn cold???

Lost Souls

Lost souls searching for their other half.

Burned from a previous fire, so they are afraid to truely open up.

Both with the "alpha male" syndrome
Both equally yearning for more

If I give in would it be in vain?
Would you take it all in & run with it?


Body for body
Heart for heart
Soul for soul